The more I think about it, the more I realize I want to do more than just draw NSFW. Speedosausage's crew's film really made me think about things. I think I'm going to expand my repertoire, and stop trying to make the "Action-Bastard" the go to name in phat-ass'd femboiz and that only. I think I'm going to just make things for me for a bit since I'm finishing my last semester in college and to be frank, I struggled to even finish things assigned while in college. This doesn't mean I'm done with femboys, nor does it mean I'm going to stop trying to create at a professional level. I think the thing that has suck my investment in trying to do the art thing is thinking I'd get eyes on me pretty quick, and looking at the environment now has me doubting I'd ever have any at all. That's not a bad thing, but it is a thing.

Have another wip whilst I further organize for the future, and hopefully get something figured out.

This year has been a bit of a challenge. I am getting on track with my animation project, and I've been thinking about the future more. I like drawing some NSFW, but I don't know if that's what I want to do with my art and that alone. I like drawing a femboy or twink every now and again, who doesn't, but I don't want to be a one-trick pony. I don't know. Anyways, I've been working on physical paintings as a way to keep creating when I need a break from the digital stuff, I'm also considering restarting my thread on the forms.

Here's some concept art for a future project I'm currently toying with, hope y'all have a good night.

I am going to post some more here, and keep things looser at the same time, I feel like I keep making the same mistake of trying to be "more serious" with my art and other shit, and I get so tense, I lose track of all it.

It's counter productive, it's dumb, and it's happened too many times already.

With everything going on in my life on personal in impersonal levels, I am kinda skeptical about getting a job making art, which for awhile I was getting depressed about. That Dall-E shit really demoralized me for awhile, but anymore I realize it's not a big deal because I am going to make stuff regardless.

Now that all that Sad-Emoji-Soi-Boi BS is outta the way, I think I am just gonna try and be more like myself on here, and give just general updates too. Of which, I have a few, my senior semester is starting soon, so I know I need to focus on my senior film, which I am pretty excited for. I have a largely complete junior film, that needs some polish, and finishing, but could be ready in a month or two. I have also begun to make and paint minis and models, expect some posts on that time to time too.

I dont know what it means to be a creative in this day and age, but I think no one does anymore, or ever did really. Maybe just making my shit, and doing my thing is really the best way to do it?

Anyways, here's a mini, and a sketch I did to see my progress.

I still want to try and get a drawing done a week during the semester, and starting up my sketchbook thread, I'd love to hear how to improve my art and such. If I do a cool project, I may upload it here as well.

Sorry I've been gone for a couple of months, Life can sometimes blind side you. I wont bore you with details, the important thing is I am scheduling to post regularly again. I am planning to do regular updates starting July 16th. A bare minimum of once per week (hopefully more, but I want to start with a manageable number.) Thank you all for being patient with me. Expect a fair ammount of NSFW, alongside SFW practices.